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Some BS
Well, fuck me. If it isn’t a case of the pot calling the kettle black. Of all things ..
One year on.
Happy (?) One Year .
Things are confusing, complicated, amazing, exhilarating, comfortable, eye-opening with you .
My timing hasn’t been great , but I do hope things get better in the long run .
On another note, congratulations are in order to some friendsters ! I’m excited and so happy for them .
Live vicariously through your friends .
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impulsive
Catch ups with friends are so so so worth it . And always worth that extra effort .
Sometimes you don’t realise how much you really rely on them to be there for you , but its times like now that I really do appreciate them .
Dnm’s are the shit .
On a side note, I am now infatuated with markets . Because of this , I also happen to be spending money I do not have . Awks .
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double sided .
There are always two sides to one story. Or in this case, two perceptions of the one event.
Knowing the other’s perception is extremely frustrating, particularly when you do not agree . I also do not appreciate the defamation of a person and the spreading of one-sided gossip . In addition to this, how ignorant and naive do you have to be to only listen to one side of the story ? In a situation where you are supporting a friend , does this mean you blatantly ignore human logic and become narrow-minded ?
All events deserve to be heard from both sides of the story . Is that not preached in the LAW ? I admit , many complications may arise because of this, but each side deserves nothing less than to be heard . On the other hand, due to fate and I guess awkward situations, most of the time both sides of the story cannot naturally be heard .
It is times like these when it SUCKS .
I’m so fucking annoyed . Seriously, bitch please .
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sugar .
Decided to cut sugar out of my diet .
Celebrated Wesley’s belated 20th birthday yesterday and went just a liiiiittle bit crazy on the candy . What else is to be expected when you get bulk candy from Costco ? It was ridiculous how sick and bloated I felt afterwards . I’m still feeling the repercussions of how much I ingested now .
I guess this has been a long time coming - especially since I’ve been going to the gym lately I feel like I should back that good habit up by having good habits when it comes to what goes into my body .
Hopefully I wont have to lug around a mass of fruit and vegetables to stave off my sugar cravings .
Fingers crossed !
Aged
I feel old .
Every year there comes a day where you look back on the past year of your life and think ‘What have I accomplished?’. It’s the day you look forward to the next year of your life and ask yourself, ‘What will I achieve?’. Today is that day.
What stands out to me the most however, is not what I have accomplished (not much -awks-), but rather the friendships that have sustained throughout the years and the lasting memories I will always have because of these friendships. Strangely, thinking about these memories and these friendships at times brings a sense of loneliness and melancholia. There’s a fear that in the future these relationships will drastically change, and nothing will remain. However, these emotions just put into perspective just how much these people mean to me. Most importantly though, I wouldn’t have any of this without my parents. I admit I haven’t lived up to many of their expectations, and often we fight for negligible reasons but, I know they are there for me. Due to pride, a stubborn nature and other not-so-great traits, I tend to leave a bad impression on them so, as cheesy as it sounds, this year I want to make them proud.
A Chinese New Year tradition is to reconcile, forget all grudges and sincerely wish peace and happiness for everyone (yay wiki).
I think the best start to a new year and decade of my life is to follow through on this, and hopefully become a better person to my family and friends by doing so.
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codes and shit .
Oh facebook , you are the root of my problems .
I’m hoping that when uni starts i’ll curb my bad habits and focus on whats really important . I hate not knowing things ! ARGH . As a person, I need to know the who, what, when, how and most especially the WHY of all things . How frustrating .
On a side note, I need to start saving monies for student fees and eventually a car . A car = getting my P’s = excitement ! I’m aiming at getting my P’s before end-of-year exams . Fingers crossed !
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derogatory
very much tempted to upload an incriminating video .
what would that achieve ? .. maybe the satisfaction of causing public humiliation .
to be honest , its probably not worth the trouble and pain .
but then why do i even go looking in the first place ?
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what do .
what do you do when you really want to do something you shouldn’t .. but you cant ?
Dilemma .
Hm . Bad habits die hard .
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Airplanes, airplanes
Airborne in less than 12 hours !
Excited :D
I’m being lame and slightly missing someone already .
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Update .
First exam in < 12 hours . Not too stressed , exam is only worth 40% and 40% of the whole thing is made up of multiple choice :D A little bit disappointed that I screwed up my presentation/report thing worth 25% though . If I had picked the topic from a week earlier I would have aced it . Ah well, shit happens . Hopefully I nail the exam so I can get a D which’ll make up for fucking up the rest of my exams zz .
Went for two retail group interviews in the last week . Pretty excited to see if I get them christmas casual jobs as my savings account will be non-existent when I’m back from China/Japan . PLUS i’ll be able to rep some pretty sick clothes :D
Got to get quite a bit of shit done in the next few days . Visa application, submit audit, revise for stupid 80% exams and go to more interviews !
Oh man , I’m craving shaker fries and American candy so bad .
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